Welcome
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hi pollyana! sorry to hear about this a guy :(((
not problems! :)) we are still good friends
shout out to me in 5 years…hope shes doing something cool i’m rooting for her
You are studying in Vienna and just lost the love of your life for someone else :(
It´s been years since i have logged here ,i have not ideia how many of you will see what i´m writing ,but what could i say to the very young me who startet this blog?? i was a sweet, innocent highschooler when i started here and i keeped updaiting this blog until i was young adult…maybe you guys are asking how old am i now..well …28 going 29 … but to the young me who left this blog you want to know some stuffs about what the future brought us? we were a volunteer in the olympics and paralympics summer games in Rio 2016 this fact changed totally your life! you was a poor girl who grew up in the favelas in Rio and you got a gold chance to change your life ,it`s still took you 2 years to leave the country and come to europe ,in april 2018 you came the first time to Austria ,you wanted to work as Au-pair ,but it´s didn`t really worked well… so after 3 months you used your plan B and left to Romania to do social volunter with a christian organization ,you planned to spend only 3 months but ended up staying 9 months! why?you would be asking yourself … well the situation in your countryturned really bad! you just couldn´t return ,and coundnt return to austria yet , so you basically turned a political refugee in Romania ,but calm down! you had such a wonderful time there! you always had food,shelter and warm clothes ,you really grew as a christian and learned to trust in God 24 hours a day! then you finally was allowed to return to austria ,after some time the things again turned complicated , you wanted to work as au-pair again,but you turned into a victim of human traffic and exploitation ,you stayed like that for one year and a half and almost died of a hearth disease ,one day you just get really tired and runned way from that place and restart your life ,you finally made friends ,you learned german in 1 year and was accepeted in the Vienna university, you singed in chor ,you addopet a cat ,you made wonderful memories !But young me ,did i mencioned you felt really hard in love? he is an athlet you guys meet in the paralimpic games ,he always supported and helped you ,for him you are a very cherised friend for you he is the love of your life, you have never loved someone like him,and the most hurteful thing on this situation is ,in 2 months you are gonna see him marry someone else,i really wich we can go through this …i want to finish this writing something to him ,so let´s start!
My dear A.
We meet in a very strange and fascinating situation in my hometown Rio de janeiro ,you got your first paralympic medal and God made a way to make us friend, thanks for always helping me when i needed and even giving me my first german/roamanian bible and payed for my studies, i don´t believe you know how important you are in my life ,and how much i love you! i told you about that once but,wel.. you reject me! but still keeped your friendship with me , you are gonna marry a amazing girl ,and i hope you are gonna be happy with her and have as many kids as you wish xD! it´s too late know but how i wish i could hug you and tell you how much i still love you!i`ll forever cherised the moments we had togheter as friends ,it`s always gonna be unforgetfull! i did wish i could be your wife and mother of your kids , i wish many blesses for you and a very happy marriage!
from the girl who is always gonna love you! <3
Pollyana
Abandoned mall in Bangkok.
theres probably so many dead fish at the top of that escalator
“New World shopping mall was a four storey former shopping mall originally constructed as an eleven storey building. It was found to be in breach of old town Bangkok’s four storey limit on building heights…
“The top seven floors were demolished to adhere to building codes in 1997. In 1999 the mall burned due to suspected arson committed by a competitor in the area. The disaster resulted in several casualties, and the building has remained abandoned ever since. Not having a roof, the basement floor remains under several feet of water year round.”
At some point in the early 2000’s an unknown person began introducing a small population of exotic koi and catfish species. The small population of fish began to thrive and the result is now a self-sustained, and amazingly populated urban aquarium.“
Koi and catfish have made the flooded basement their home
Picture: Jesse Rockwell/REX
